It's not surprising, though I still feel like maybe I should be jealous, but if anything, I'm relieved. Partially because Jack trusts me enough to tell me this, but also because it's... well. Jack's never once really made me feel like I'm some sort of experiment or anything, but I've caught myself worried once or twice that it might be subconscious. Or that he's only attracted to me because he knows me better than he knows anyone else here, that it's just because he's comfortable with me.
But knowing he's been with another boy helps that somehow. It might be silly, but. Well. There it is.
Even if it is Kent Parson.
My eyes don't leave his, but I drop a hand to rest it over his where he has it on my stomach, giving a light squeeze. "Did you love him?"
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Date: 2016-10-25 12:09 am (UTC)But knowing he's been with another boy helps that somehow. It might be silly, but. Well. There it is.
Even if it is Kent Parson.
My eyes don't leave his, but I drop a hand to rest it over his where he has it on my stomach, giving a light squeeze. "Did you love him?"