Some part of me wonders if I should feel jealous, if it should bother me that Jack's been with anyone else like he has been with me. Maybe it's because he's older or because he's had so many different experiences than I have, but I'm not, really. And I'm not surprised either. I'd honestly be more surprised if I found out he hadn't done anything with anyone ever.
Then again, maybe there's stuff he hasn't done still.
"Have you, uhm... has it always only been girls?" I ask then because I can't help wondering about Kent Parson, about what I'd overheard in the hall at the Epikegster. It's hard not to feel awkward about all this. It feels like a conversation we should've had earlier, but it feels right in this moment. Maybe we've just been building up to it. "Before now, I mean."
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Date: 2016-10-24 10:40 pm (UTC)Then again, maybe there's stuff he hasn't done still.
"Have you, uhm... has it always only been girls?" I ask then because I can't help wondering about Kent Parson, about what I'd overheard in the hall at the Epikegster. It's hard not to feel awkward about all this. It feels like a conversation we should've had earlier, but it feels right in this moment. Maybe we've just been building up to it. "Before now, I mean."