Providence had been one of a handful of teams Jack had been looking at, I know. I remember that so well now. And I'd be lying if I said I hadn't hoped he'd pick that one. But he was just as likely then to pick Seattle or Boston or any number of other cities.
Jack's muscles have gone all knotted up again and I frown down at my hands as I try to work them out again, digging my fingers slowly up his spine.
"I know that," I tell him, my face flushing at that one word. "I'm not-- I don't think you're some kind of robot even if we've joked about that sometimes. It's just. It'd be different there, don't you think? You'd have a career to think about and I'm not naive enough to think you'd be jumping at the chance to come out. So even if were together, well. It wouldn't be like here."
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Date: 2016-09-21 05:30 am (UTC)Jack's muscles have gone all knotted up again and I frown down at my hands as I try to work them out again, digging my fingers slowly up his spine.
"I know that," I tell him, my face flushing at that one word. "I'm not-- I don't think you're some kind of robot even if we've joked about that sometimes. It's just. It'd be different there, don't you think? You'd have a career to think about and I'm not naive enough to think you'd be jumping at the chance to come out. So even if were together, well. It wouldn't be like here."